"El secreta de la vida está en caerse siete veces y levantarse ocho."
-Paulo Coelho

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

AFTER THE RAIN THERE'S ALWAYS A RAINBOW




My Dear fellow adventurers,
It was a bad time in which I wrote the last post.

SO here the is what my situation looks like now.
Sometimes one has to decide whether to stick with the comfortable known, or take a risk. I have taken a risk.
I took a big jump and told my project ARTERIAS URBANAS that I feel super unhappy with the work that I have been doing ( ie. cleaning ) and that I would feel much better working in a different project-and that it would be a happier environment in Arterias without my frustration, in other words that I was frustrating my coworkers.
Even though I went into the reunion with my coworkers and boss with the intention of leaving Arterias completely, we found a compromise that works out for all of us: I will continue working for Arterias, but rather as a connection or link to other projects, meaning that I will not be working in Arterias, but rather in other projects where I can fulfill the work I want to - working with children.

This I will do in the name of Arterias.

The Project I am working with currently is called Plataforma Solidaria, as I described in the last post.
I continued giving art lessons, started to give recorder lessons and a bit of music theory which is unbelievably hard(who would think that I would ever in my life need my 9 years of recorder lessons???? Here we go. You need everything you learn at some point in your life!!!!) Learning music theory and how to read notes is hard enough. Finding a way to teach it -and in Spanish, too!!- is about 10 times harder. But I'll succeed and the kids will learn. After the rain there's always a rainbow.

On top of giving music lessons, I will start to give photo lessons.
Now, here's a point where my western culture-way-to-look-at-life gave me a bit of a kick in the ass. I though, that the kids (15-18 year olds) would have cell phones with cameras. Well, sadly that's not so, at least not all of them. Since I wanted to teach them how to take better photos with their phones, that plan wasn't received so well. But heads up!!!! That just doubled my motivation due to my stubbornness.
What am I gonna do??
the kids don't have cameras and I want to teach photography......so how about building your own cameras???? I am so excited about this part. We will build our own pin-hole cameras from shoe boxes. and then develope our own pictures. If the darkroom works. That, I will test tomorrow.













  Oh. Another thing?? The weather is back to normal here!!! Sunny and warm :)














Sunday, February 9, 2014

The past few months and days



It's been so long since I have written an up-to-date entry that I don't even know where to begin. Well....I guess I want to take just a bit more time to recap some important events that I will for sure forget about (because that's all this blog really is-a way for me to remember and at the same time share my adventures).
Recap:
1. Christmas
For me, Christmas was a very simple experience. I am not even sure if simple is the right word; maybe plain explains it better.
The morning of the 24th (the Bolivians celebrate Christmas the night of the 24th) I was really sad for some personal reasons that had made me nostalgic the night before and I missed my family...after all it was my first Christmas without my parents.
Throughout the day we decorated the Christmas tree - real plastic!! And I got a bit more into the whole Christmasy mood hence the incredible heat and sun.       
In the evening, we ate around 11 pm with friends of the family and Frieder, an ex volunteer that had come to visit. With him, I also had baked delicious cookies. At exactly 12am, a bunch of fireworks went off in the neighborhood. Wait. What??!!??? Fireworks for Christmas??!!?? Yeah, that's what I was asking myself, too. After wishing everyone a very merry Christmas, we went to the living room to open presents. Now, what I didn't know is that here, the tradition is not to give everyone at least a little present, but rather that only the children receive presents form the parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles. I had bought a hammock in La Paz to give to my family and they were super happy.
Unpacking presents was the end of my christmas eve. It was the first Christmas without my family, without going to mass in the evening - or at all - and the first Christmas with weather so warm that I was still in my short dress without a sweater at 2am.


2. New Years Eve & a Night at the Airport
New Years Eve turned out ten times better than I had expected. Because I had to fly off to Chicago in the morning - Jan. 1st - I had to decide whether I wanted to go home in the middle of the night and get my luggage or take my things to Arterias (where the party was) and go directly to the airport. Of course, the second option seemed a lot more relaxed. And easy. Even though the party started out rather slow, at around 11 pm we grilled and ate. At 12 am we went outside the taller to see the fireworks that were being fired off right in front of the Cristo - so right in front of us. The colors were beautiful and the explosions incredibly big, right above our heads and like thousand little stars.
After the firework I started dancing. At around 4am I decided it wasn't worth it to sleep since I had to leave at 6.30am. So I continued dancing until the sun came up. Because it always rains on New Years Eve, it started raining from one moment to the next. And when it rains here, it's a continuous downpour. I was scared that I would not make it to the airport in time so that I left earlier than I had planned to leave. Of course I got to the airport with more than enough time left. I fell asleep by the security with an alarm set half an hour before I had to board.
I made it in time to board my plane. We left SCZ about 2 h late, but I had 4 hours in Miami until my next plane left. I was just so excited to see my family and friends but nevertheless I fell right asleep on the plane.
From Miami I flew to Saint Louis where I had an 8 h  layover. At first I was going to sleep on one of the chairs at the gate, but they were so uncomfortable that I soon changed my plan and lay down on the floor. After a while, when I was already a bit cold, a sir from American Airlines came by and gave me a blanket. With my new blanket, I at least got a bit of sleep.



3. Chicago
I had a lovely time with my family. Really, even though I only stayed for three days. It was great to meet Nico el pelotudo jejejeje :P and to be with Annik for the whole time, to see my girls Jenny and Melissa, and, of course, Patipat. I miss all of you incredibly.
It was so cold in Chicago that I barely went out more than 10 minutes. If at all. A day after I left the high of the day was -21 Degrees Celsius. I came from humid 30 Degrees Celsius.
Brrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Nevertheless I took away a few very normal wintry days with lots of snow, a warm fireplace, cookies, and a small party with family and friends.



4. Sucre
About two weeks after returning from Chicago I left for Sucre. Even though many think that La Paz is the capital because the government has its headquarters there Sucre is the real capital of Bolivia. Similar to La Paz, Sucre lies in a valley but is far smaller and not as hilly. My reason for traveling to Sucre? I had my "follow-up seminar" there. Together with all the other volunteers of the BKHW that arrived in September, I stayed in a very luxurious hostal and discussed my (and their) problems and tried to find solutions to conflicts that had occurred throughout the half year that we had now all almost spent in Bolivia. It was great to see the other volunteers again; with some I bonded more than with others, but I assume that that is very normal. I learned a ton about my mood curve, why I feel a certain way in certain situations, and how to coop with the feelings I have. Furthermore, we started planning projects.Even though Vero and me will probably not go through with the project we started planning, the process of planning a project with strategy helped me design my own project - a photo class with cell phones. 

ACTUALITY  - 9th of February 2014

If I had to say - at this very moment, at 3.15 pm on the 9th of February, how I am feeling on a scale of 1 - 10 (10 being the best I've ever been), I would probably have to say a 6-7.

Well? Lets start with the positive: Why not a 1? Because I found a new organization in a part of SCZ far away from the center where I can teach photography, where the people greeted me with open arms, and where my energy and positive input are very welcome. 
This organization is called Plataforma Solidaria. They have a kindergarten, a kind of soup kitchen for the kids of the neighborhood, and room and staff for homework help. I will try to awake a sense for art in the adolescents there; through showing them the artistic angles of photography, teaching them about composition, and BUILD A PINHOLE CAMERA WITH THEM!!! Because there is a darkroom in this organization!!! It's like my dream come true!! I get to teach the kids develop photos!!!

Well that's the good part. The other part - why I am not 100% happy - has a lot to do with the weather. It's been raining a lot - OH HEY it's the rainy season duhhh!! - and that always means that I'm not in the best mood. the rest of the 4 points that are missing until a 10 are not relevant for this blog :)

Other than that I took pictures of a group of dancers yesterday that I am very proud of. And you should all look at my Photoblog if you have not done so. :)